the long weekend was jam packed with 2 movies caught in a day. 2012 and MuLan. latter, i feel is more for those who dunno who the hell she is, then this is a good introductry film, her battle strategy, struggles and phobia, which she eventually overcame and succedded.
for those who like CJ7's little girl, acting as Steven Chow's son, open your eyes, when they flash back the young MuLan. of coz this time she's a girl, with 2 pleats at the sides of her head. which to me, doesn't really suit her. nearly burst out in laughter. i rather she take on a male role instead.
the one that was facinating was 2012 which brought back memories of Steven Spieldberg's, The Day After Tomorrow. needless to say, with the advancement of CGI technologies, graphics were more advance than TDAT.
the thing that caught my attention was the nitty gritty details such as why was it featured that the son had a new mobile phone? why did the film makers made his landrover breakdown and had to use his limo instead? why did the mum had 2 guys in her life?
i admire such details where viewer watch and ponder why did they show this and that for, which in the end had a purpose, an indirect smart suspense i would say, which dissapointed me as i lack this essence in my own productions. hmmmm, need to find how to draw suspense...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ if you get there before i do don't wait up on me i'll meet you when my chores are through i don't know how long i'll be .... and between now and then till i see you again i'll be loving you
For the month of November, i ran a total of 15km... Random photos of the Great Eastern Women 10k run... finally uploaded aft that woman keep chasing me! haiz...
and and... since uploading all my photos, i did this:
beats me puzzled. yet lost.. much as i do not wan to tink about it theres too many occurances happenin of late
seems like theres no harm everything is fine but is that only the surface? i deem the right for an explanation of course i do. if its only once or twice an occurance i let it pass manually pass.... but no... too many. test my patience and you'll see
this will be the last i don't want to do this anymore
again.. another regret
for something so pure.. yet sweet
just didn't get delivered
regret... it seems
the only
fill for the void
TT TT TT TT TT TT TT TT TT TT
True love is when you shed a tear and still want him
it's when he ignores you and you still love him
it's when he loves another but you still smile and say
Bashed. Lethargic. work is piling, runnin faster than i could catch it. so damn overwhelmed. personal matters are increasing too. but today, i no no why, i feel very very tired. i so wanna sleep. sleep for as long as i could till i wake up without boundaries. if only... i could...
30 minutes more and i gotto get ready for my call. got on my comp half an hour before to read through the agenda, i know theres some outstanding shit there for me to do. but then again, yeah, too tired to do it. is STP killin me? i no no. i lost my sense of feelin... actually quite long time ago. i can't feel anymore. im gettin more and more practical and rationale.
*yawn*
tonite's call gonna be 8.30pm to 11pm. can. u. be. lieve. it? oh yeah, accidentally complained to boss. he said eat into my sleepin time. yeah, u noe me well. i won't let anything eat into my sleepin time. especially this. dangzz.
speaking bout accidents. for those who know me, listen up:
sincere apologies if you ever find that my laughter to you is fake. i never fake a laughter for the sake of laughing. my laughter seems fake because i wanted to give u a form of understanding to what you have just said. im not one who would laugh out loud and long. many a times, im a woman with less words. so quite often u'll find me with very short answers or sometimes no answer at all. but i'll hit what u just said. and if it is a sentence of a certain degree of humor, i reciprocate by a slight laughter. thats how i reciprocate! better than those cool dudes who dun even react! so thats me. if u dun like it. fuck off. if theres a chance of forgiveness for all the misunderstandins, my apologies are in the first 2 words of this para.
a personal note to deary:
thank you for highlightin this to me. i evaluated and realise you are not the only one tellin me how fake my laughter is. in fact, i appreciated your observation. but at least i know that till today, what ever you said that made me laugh, really made me laugh no matter how small or big that was. coz i enjoyed every single moment with you and those are the moments i really treasure. i know for a fact that i am not fake to you and if that ever happens, id probably won't b here with you.
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im so happy. atlas! ive finished the presentation materials for boss. Definitely he has comments, shall wait and see what the future holds. Hope everything will be alright. Not exactly satisfied with what I have, procrastinate a little initially coz ST words kept ringing in my head. we had lunch the other day and she mentioned that she was the one who planned for the overall move sequence back then during her time. which sets me thinkin who should rightfully be the planner.
Her way of working is like military style. The FCs below her, handyman and all have their individual roles to tackle. They are like the Generals. She, as the commando, will then have to plan the battle sequence.
I challenged her by saying, how about if the general takes over the planning under the guidance of the commando. Commando only do escalation and guidance. Her reply was a blow!
There must only be one leader, so that everybody will follow. There could be exceptions where the general takes over the planning but every single one in the team must be clear of that role.
Then again, the general already got his own role to take care of where got time to plan. Plus, a commando is able to see from a bird eye view perspective to foresee the overall picture, pathways and backup plans. Linking back to my experience, I totally cannot agree more.
Then again, if the general didn’t get the chance to taste the role of the commando, how prospective can the general be! – worth thinkin?
Craving for Great World City Banana Prata……. Ha!
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♥slipped away ♥
2:11 AM
Making Love Out of Nothing At All
Monday, November 2, 2009
Been listenin to this the whole day in office. song started ringin in my head this morning and here you go:
was lagi mesmarized by the lyrics:
1st - 3rd stenza: talks about knowin the schemes and tricks that the girl uses to lie to him 4th stenza: "But i don't know how to leave you.. don't know how you do it..." Body: how mesmarizin this lady is to him, how much he loved her... he can change the whole world for her.... but.... End: he cannot do all this without her... awww...
emo love song, beautifully composed and sang. Kudos to Air Supply! Enjoy!
I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game
But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made