April has ended, here comes the month of may. i am utterly disgusted with how you take whatever that has happened like nothing at all. At first i thought you were pretendin. Like how i would say we sweep it under the carpet. Now i know, you weren't pretendin but worse, everything happen because of my wrongdoings. You said i assumed everything. I caused all the unhappiness. I initiated the break up. I spoil everything. Have u ever wonder y i would do all these? did u know how devastated i was when u said i assume everything? I wouldn't be sittin there backside itchy nothing to do den play such games, would i? Anyway my thoughts are scattered, same as my heart its shattered. Whatever that has happen has happened. I don't wish to ponder any further. I'm tired, I'm growin weaker, anytime i may fall off this roller coaster ride. And y would i say its a roller coaster ride? Dunno what has gotten into ur mind. One moment you make me so happy the nxt u pull me right straight into a sorrowful plight. And the nxt super happy again. I really dunno wat u want. That y i said i hated u so much. Its already the month of may. I'll just pray hard that things gets the better part of us. I admit Im very evil to be doin this to you, talkin behind ur back. Hope you will forgive me i need to take a break, break away fr all these mess and start anew. Me too, i need to recover from these wounds.
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