Many lessons leant within this short time frame.
I learnt that Chemotherapy has side effects. Its even broken up into short term and long term.. how scary.
Short term as in 3yr laters you will develop something and long term could be 5 / 10 years something else.. such as going deaf and blind.
And all these side effects are irreversible… sigh…
I wonder whats all those adverts about cancer survivor shit? Or I may be wrong. But what I understand is chemo kills the cancer cells, but also causes side effects. Haiz..
I would guess dying of cancer is somewhat a blessing in disguise? What for you kill the cancer cells which may be grow back again and then suffer its side effects? So lame. Might as well just die?
I understand living a few more years could enable me to see more things while the side effects grow. But seeing more things in exchange with suffering side effect, I'd rather rest in my coffin and perhaps make some new found friends in the neither world.
Sometimes, I question medical researchers you find a solution just for fame leaving the victims a heavy price to pay? Sighzz
I also learnt that sometimes things dun turn out the way u wan it to be. Let it be. There's nothing you do that changes the fact but to face it. Whats gone is gone and can never come back. For all u know it comes back, but then that's good for you. Otherwise, let it be. If things turn out to be this way. Let it be.
I feel restricted coz I always believe that life is too short and I wanna try and do everything I want and can. But I'm restricted in every way and have yet to find the solution
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