Bombastic week

Friday, October 30, 2009

Bombastic week I would call. Work was the main highlight. Beginning of the week was greated with ns issues.

I was actively involved in helping Indonesia solve their cases till re managers got boss involve “for escalation”. The funny part here is that when boss has no other ideas he stood up and ask me why are we doing this. Should be re manager’s tai ji. For him is different, being ws team. but me, apac is my baby. Mis com with him, drawing measurement reflected wrongly and should hit brg but he keep on saying cbre. Admiring his glib of tongue, can’t really remember what he said, that made sense on the spot, he managed to linked the initial problem started from cbre that cause brg to upload wrong. we should get cbre to change, re managers shld take over Blah blah blah. Quite confusing lei.

Anyway, guess Monday I’ll take over. We’ll hit straight to brg, mark out the sublease area in auto cad, upload that and get the correct dwg measurement reflected. Hmmm… oh and before that, need to get the cad dwg from landlord 1st.

Still gor 1 more problem, floor class not reflected. Let me think…. Should I check with Jane? Hmmmm….

This was push aside by financial matters which made my head swell like pumpkin. Our whole financial report was a great big mess. From uncertainty to ignorance to whatever… clearing up all the mess was a pain towards the end of the week.

Till today, the last day, there’s nothing we can do but.. sigh… boss walked home saying this month we show a very low negative figure coz we din gr in time. So it gets reflected next mth. And when next mth comes, we’ll hit very high expenditure. Coz it consist of 2 mths. Can tell how depress he was. But despite all these mess, I was disappointed to know that he was trying to put the ball into other’s court other than his or his team. which … hmmm.. not really my style. I could be wrong. He’d prob did that coz he was messed up? Anyway…

Such a mess is not the first time, neither it's the second. I hope we continue to learn and get better nxt time.

STP was also a mess last yr. this yr STP I learn smth new too. But then.. I still foresee a big headache nxt week when they’re gonna run….. guess what….. the next stp!!… siao liao. I foresee dark clouds coming. Really…. Haiz… not sure is it me or him?

Guess boss was also guilty that I stayed back, or was it out of formality?

Today 6pm
Boss: you not going home ar
Me: err.. no..
Boss: or is it cos I don’t let you go
Me: no la, don’t say that (wth did I sound so sweet for!!??)

Went toilet to look for smth sour / bitter

Came back
Boss: Cheryl no date ar?
Me: err.. no
Boss: oh he got class today is it?
Me: no, today don’t have
Boss: …. Silence….
Me: just didn’t arrange to meet lo

… silence…. Ha!

Despite the bombastic workload throughout the week, surprisingly i had a week of wonderful lunches! i thank my lucky stars. i feel like theres a guardian angel beside me. is that you deary? though the week was bombastic, i still can joke around and be lively! im surprised myself! guess endorphin's ranging bombastically in me! ... or is it coz i'm mentally unsound.. hmmmm...

Monday was great! Didn’t had any appetite but went habourfront / vivo w von. Chance upon a mini foodfare that sold delicacies from all over the word and we bought few items from there for lunch. Ok lah, von bought 1 item only tink is this laksa fishball thingy from Taiwan. I bought many wor! Attracted to Japanese de, Terriyaki Noodles and Pineapple rice. I even asked if they can mix half half into 1 packet. Coz I wanna try try only. I oso bought Portugese Egg Tart! And and Muah Chee. Sumptuous? yeah but food was average only. BUT! where did we eat? bought the food from habour and walked all the way to vivo roof top!! something which i always like, to eat at roof top muhahahz! and we were sitting the same place the 1st time i set eyes on deary.. under the light.. heheh...

Tuesday lunch with shirlene was awesome. dim sum at food republic. yes.. they do hv a section that sells dim sum. her advices were awesome, adviced bout my career path, envisions and current plans. i even confess to her that i look up to her as my mentor. u can see that shocked in her face. she was quick to reply that she had very little time with me though. ha!

Thereafter, we had tea at Coffee Bean and i tried a new drink! Japanese Cherry Tea! not bad though. Shirlene had Cherry Apricot Tea.. awesome!

Wed! boss treated von and me to Pizza Bar @ Holland V for getting my license. Flour for pizza was acceptable for me but wat amazed me was Caramelized Onions. oh gosh that was the main topin for our pizza. onion and caramel lovers, please go try!... that reminds me of Truffle Fries @ Barracks... awww... deary one day we go there eat k ;)

Thu! had meetin with china @ freakin 1pm wanted to hv early lunch but caught up in 'financial situation' that shifted the idea. but end up von n me did smth cool which i alwas wanted.. again!! we packet food fr nearby and had it while attending our meetin. awesome. on top of that we bought potato chips and lemon cream puff crackers... cool!

Fri! Kat's bd... the same package ha! von say i eat alot. i din realise that. lookin back, yeah, somehow i did, coz i din tok, i was quietly eatin. wen i was done, i see you all still eatin so i continue to eat lo. damn fool!

deary's friend joined the subaru challenge and its tml! i noe he wanna join. me too!. lets wait for the nxt round k. i'll pray for gd whether for you, friend!

sunday will be my 10k run... hummmm....

mum found a designer for my wardrope! thank you! he is asking to meet nxt week. see when i free bah.

frenz coming to play wii on thurs... shall look forward to that

still have to arrange to meet the insurance guy... hummmmm. so bz so tired.

i must stop composing such long posts... hmmmm... i'll try ;)
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On the roads - For real

Sunday, October 25, 2009

The thing that people say when one gets their license, is that they hack care after that and drive recklessly... i would agree with that.

wouldn't really say its a hack care kinda thing coz i personnally felt that i was very serious durin drivin lessons - for real, and that now is the time i can just let my hair down. so yeah..

It started with drivin out for dinner one nite with bro and mum, boy! bro was damn harsh with me. yeah, admit wasn't familiar with the car, couldn't centralise myself in the lane therefore wide turnin. started to feel that im no longer interested in drivin. no kick anymore. kinda human nature thing, where u crave so badly for smth, end up when you get it, kinda dun really wan it anymore.

went back home, parking was a challenge coz what you learned in school is different from outside. no pole! for real... but got real cars beside you. so that actually drove the kick in me coz there's something new bout drivin that i still dunno. so well lucky to hv bro teach me. yeah can tell he was thirsty! - for real...

came home, slept for 12 hrs w/o waking up till morning. boy! i love my life - for real..

Initially was quite lethargic to drive today, but seems like deary and me got nowhere to go, so decide go car ride. starting off, i felt gd, perhaps bro's harsh scoldings were amiss, gradually, deary started guiding me, and his guidiance became stricter and stricter. he felt guilty for being harsh. he even cried out as if one's beggin to god for mercy, ask how did i pass my drivin!? guess one can imagine wat a reckless shit i am! - for real!

anyway, drivin felt better today, was extrememly high that i recklessly drove - for real! could guess deary's heart flew out of the window?(it was wined down btw)tink he nearly peeed too!

anyway, guess i played enough. time for serious shit! can't wait for daddy to sit my car. he haven sit yet. this is one man i wanna show him that all his efforts and encouragement didn't go to waste.

daddy is damn encouragin and supportive la. just now he even mentioned that tml i'll drive the bigger car, and we go changi ok? bein so suppotive of him, i gave him an immediate agremment.

he is always there to lift you up. wen in times of despondent, and the end is near, where no more hope is left, he'll still be there to encourage you and make u see that 0.001% of miracle that could happen. - for real!

that's not all, we all know that the miracle may not happen, and for a fact it didn't, he will still be there to support you, making you see the sunshine that will be coming out after those cloudy rainy days! - for real..

oh yeah, bro's on serious diet shit and therefore i couldn't help but keep noticing his droppin pants while climbing up the stairs behind him. so i playfully nudge his pants while we chatted up the stairs till a point that i felt it was too low, i even pulled it up for him. after quite some time, later did the both of us know that his pants just dropped to the floor! - for real we stood there grounded both laughin uncontrollerbly at that miserable yet hilarious sight! - for real! to me, it seems like such a scene would only be found in hollywood movies. for real! and now its happenin in front of my eye, real life!

anyway, nothing obscene, just like in PG rated hollywood ficks, the actor always has his boxers on, so did bro - for real!

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Da Vinci Code

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Won’t get confuse with evon’s msg tone anymore coz im using dad’s Viewty! Effective today!

Took a candid and nerdy shot w von, joked bout wearin blazer and flip flops go vivo eat lunch hahhaz. I kinda like the nerdy shot.

courtesy of evon

Tried the NEW Koko Crunch Mcflurry, woo… should put lesser ice cream, loads of Koko crunch and do not put that chocolate fudge. Spoiler lei I find. Im a lover of chocolate fudge but somehow ta match lei.

Alrite, those who neh eat before, this is it. Vanilla mcflurry is first filled, followed by an adequate layer of choc fudge on top, which frozes and hardens like choc biscuit. Top it off with non-other than less than 10 about 5 pieces of the koko crunches.

Best part: all these are blended with the spoon, the usual way mcflurry does its thing. Imagine, the harden choc fudge biscuit cracks up tgt w bits and pieces of the koko crunches blended into the thick creamy vanilla ice cream and boomz! Koko crunch mcflurry!

I noe bro is drooling.

Refer to evon’s blog for pictures I tink, courtesy of evon.

Got my driving license on 19 oct 09, the day where people are still celebrating deepavali while me, wasn’t that delighted. I didn’t pass because of skill; I pass cuz of sheer luck. Good luck to me on the roads. Im getting worried.

Deary was there so early, even b4 I took my test. Wen I got my results, I cheekily refuse to tell him. Make him more anxious, I went to look for my instructor straight away instead, infront of his eyes muahahhaah.

Den lied to bro I failed, so touch, bro’s words of encouragement was somewhat comforting. Bro if u reading things,, don’t get me wrong u r still a bastard. Hahhahz. Joking!. Afterwhich bro called me a fat liar! Coz that day I ate fried rice + bee hoon and went to work late. Muahhaa heavens…

Im not pregnant – von said will help me count the days.

Im not pregnant

Provoked and piss
Provided me with some advices back then when I was at my wits – I thank you for that
But thank satan I was still conscious to noe wat fillial piety means
And I noe… forget it…
I don’t blame u for not knowing my bg and all. Coz I choose not to tell and I dun wan u to noe but stop makin it as if your advices are very gd and tt im so useless not to follow, causin myself to suffer just coz I dun wanna take the leap. Its my choice alrite so stay out of my affairs. I believe though there is limited rm for breathing but least I still hv the ability to make MY own choice!

I din chose to act today and was pretty obvious I was pissed. Thank you again for that comforting follow up sms of sayin sry. I laugh it off with a joke and great! You were able to turn my joke into another provoking statement. Just stay out of my affairs for the time being. Our flyin stars clashes! Dun make me poke u!

Seems like its always me
How could I be the sole cause for discrepancy
Was even labeled the initiator
Can’t u even embrace the discreps?
Good things do happen fr discreps! They do!
Makin it a fuss oops no fuss, just an end off under carpet kinda thing.
It rained! Periodically! Coz its so unbearable, a hump under e carpet. Who noes somebody walks pass may falll down!
Dun blame me for muting, I’ll walk carefully, make sure dun fall down.
Just make sure the carpet big enuf to store all the many many upcoming humps till 1 day I dunno wat will happen!
U tink I wan u tink I like? I tried mitigatin but guess wasn't well registered. Its alrite. I’ll walk carfully and slowly. There’s still something Im holdin on to.

Hormaones aint calm this month. Im more or less getting back to my old self. Guess I’ve forgotten how to smile again.

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Frustrated and sick

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I am NOT frustrated coz I’m sick (I'll never be), but because there’s a saddist woman here spreading her sadness to me only. Guess is coz she’s been happy past few days and found it out of her comfort zone that she decides to be unhappy today. Just to SPIKE me. So her actions are towards me and myself only.

She’s back to her nonsense again. Believe it!

Juz wonderin is she mentally unsound? Wtf! Saddist? Get a life man! Saddist crap. What on my green green earth. Sparstic!

My fever actually subsided. She rose it back OMFG! Sparstic!

Battled with my body temperature the whole day in office today. Up and down, worried its H1N1. doesn’t really bothers me but praying hard not to affect my driving test.

I pray to Allah Jesus and Buddha, I want my license badly.

Damn sway I can be, exactly a mth ago I had my pox and had to postpone my test date. I’d feel like a mockingbird to visit the chief tester to postpone my test date AGAIN.

He’ll prob go like, eh? Your pox haven ok ar?

No lah, tis time H1N1

Wha piang you damn sway lei

Yah I noe, go buy 4D

Hormones seems to be ranging this few weeks, guess deary’s concern? I;m equally sorry. Beats me too. I’m little impatient of late. Beats me. I dunno. Dun ask me.

But I noe, I’m less grumpy, coz I vent out my frustration, and I curse and swear. Hahaz.

What on the green green earth is happenin to me!

Currently caught between local boss and global boss. sian, global said to allocate those hc with diff entity jus so that we captured the hc in that building, as for cost allocation, the rest of the cc (actual entity) will split and cover the rest of the cost. That's my understanding after today conference.

Explained that to local boss, he came back to say, goin against the principle, which oso makes sense. What u want me to do. Now FC just shot another email “pls esplain which entity to charge”

Ok la, pray hard I din do anything wrong. __ oomph…

Hope tml’s better.

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Monday Blue

Monday, October 12, 2009

Call just ended, imma super uber tired. work is piling up, i just wanna break down and cry. I wasn't listening at all, was frustrated fumbling with my phone. trying to figure out the lock code. went online to search for code breakers, but seem futile, guess all's fake. waste my time.

fed up, called singtel, now still waiting for them to pick up.

"thank you for waiting, all our customer care officers are engaged, please hold and we'll attend to you shortly"

finally, aft 16 min of wait, i'm heard, but guess what they referred me to care center.. wei... yah! i was contemplating to consult care center but went to the website, they referred me to operator. so that's why i called singtel.

anyway, fine! but i forget to tell singtel i wanna disable my caller id... wei... my phone was v soft and i couldn't really hear what that fragile lady was saying that i just said 'thank you' and hang up... haiz...guess i was tired? i'm v tired.

how was my monday blue?

it started with me lazing in bed refusing to wake up. finally got that lasy ass off. took my time to get ready and realise that i'm uber late! geeze. went down tried hard as i might to scout for taxi. very strange hor, i dun see cabbies around, not even those that are hired! guess cabbies oso monday blue! usually i want take cab, there will be one pretty fast. but today dun have. anyway i've got not much cash on hand too hahaz so reach work at 9.30. dangzz

work was welcome with Korea's allocation problem which i was hiding behind all the time, then finally i had to be in action. which i dunno what to do haiz..

then boss mentioned to confirm Sgp's allocation w major BU's which took me the whole morning to jigsaw puzzle out the report. to send for BU's confirmation. dangzz

manage to finish all the copy and paste b4 2.30 my meetin start. this whole STP thing causing me growing migrains... dangzz

meetin was a trash too, aft that chiong stp 2010 budget. evon bully me. ha! i know she hate excel. hack.. filled in the fills for her. rushed for time. i noe gonna meet deary later. can't b late else he fume.. dangzz. phew, by 5, i submitted the report for vet.

about to pack up, korea came back with her problem. haiz.. can't b bothered anymore, told her to get a holdin cc to charge out to that sublease area first. then from there do a back-end charge out. jasmine taught me de. but i hope this way is correct, coz i dun really noe the problem v well too. whatever la...

asked deary y he wanna meet me today, he said coz i stress. hahhaz. love u loads n loads. you did took my migrain away. but hurts me to see u come all the way down.

thank you deary!

oh i felt so stupid when i told him i was so happy to buy my eyeliner sharperner, coz he gave me that super stupid look. argh! guys! dun understand the importance of this sharperner! next time don't share w u my happiness!

i find that my blog v detailed. guess i shan't be bloggin so much anymore. readers get bored. i feel.

feel: hot, impatient

tml will be better. i pray. Lunch gonna celebrate Jasmine's birthday. Eat again. I pray. omph.

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Saturday

Deary picked me up from driving and we head town for shopping. this weekend gave me the omph to shop. i guess it was from double visits to town durin office lunch hours this week that lurke this urge for me to shop.

I bought dresses! believe it!
1 sophisicated LBD
1 violet tube dress from The Dress Shop
and
omg!!
Osmose white jacket! (i know easily dirty)

Deary was so sweet to accompany me shop. I really hope he ain't bored.

Met up with family and Ah gong for dinner. Boy! i was so excited to hear deary speak hokkian to ah gong. sound so charming lo! both seems happy!

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Zhang Yun Jing - 让我照顾你

Saturday, October 10, 2009

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Not sure though, awoke in the morning with many inspirations running through my head, till a point where I literally blog in my mind. Cutting my own thoughts again and again to remind myself to blog it instead. So here I am

Stayed back after work yesterday to touch up on STP allocations. Not really completed but gonna show it to boss for his view. Followed by packing my stationary. In the span of 2hrs, I was only capable of 4-5 cartons. Guessed I progressed super slowly! I’m still left with 14 cartons and counting. How can I survive!? Still got IAT and JDE to do. How? sobzzz

Otw home saw 2 snails, one on top of the other, guess they were mating, in the middle of the night, at the side pavement. So cool! Wonder how they do it with their shells on. Started to twit on company mobile and realized, geeze, this line is not registered with twitter. Highly suspect 5 cents be charges for each tweet. That is so saddening. Else I’ll b twittin like nobody’s business. Can’t wait for bill’s arrival!

Introduced twitter to deary. Hahhaz. He finally has an account.

Went to town twice this week for lunch. The ladies had some discount thingy goin on. And yeah, I’m part of the ladies too. Saw 2 Gucci bags that I like. My style! Saw a man’s shoe display at Bally. One black and one white which reminisce the days where I would go for asymmetric styles. Wearing one foot with black shoe, the other, in white, cutting bob hairdo with one side longer than the other. That’s my favorite hair style to date. Till the joke came up that I asked my 36 yr old colleague who is as crazy as me to try new stuff mentioned that though she’s mentally unstable but she’s intellectually mature to not try this out. Ha! Guess as we grow older, we don’t play with such crazy stuff, not because we don’t fancy it but we worry people mock at us. So there u go.

Speaking bout this crazy colleague, we even had a plan to try different ben & jerry flavors every Friday and do a scoring, in order to tabulate the most preferred flavor! Sounds cool to me. I’m serious bout doin this. Let’s see. I can tell I’m the only one that’s keen. But hack! Imma Ice cream freak!

Oh and Shirlene bought us to Kinokuniya and showed us an array of books she have. Which at this point one of her collections caught my attention and she lend it to me. Ultra cool at that moment, but now with the book in my hand, I wonder, was this book a topic of interest to me. Anyway, no harm, I’d just pray that time give me the chance to read!

Gonna go for driving lesson later this afternoon then meet deary. Its raining though. Dun really wanna carry that brolli. Hv yet to buy my brolli.

9 days and counting to driving test. Don’t wish to go back to ubi anymore. No more!

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What a wonderful day!

Friday, October 2, 2009

finally, its friday!! time.. fliess... went to work @ freakin 8am., breakfast w sam. din expect myself to eat and yeah, only eat an egg tart. pathetic!

sam kept sneezin non-stop and said that this is her sign that says its gonna rain later. guess wat, no rain today. ha!

twit, work and listen to Lifehouse's Blind altogether, the whole day!!

today is the day I:

- started to like twitter aft complainin it sux yesterday

- tasted Naughty G. - nothing spectacular, didn't get high either but the can was so cool that i kept it by my office side table.

- bought mooncakes for deary's family and ting hui

- drank 3 Vitagens all at once - felt super ultra romentic back then. deary look soo ultra sweet while watchin me drink and ultra dooper cute when he's drinkin. i swear i'll never forget what we did today!

- finally understood why he seldom hug and kiss - told me he dun crave for hugs and kisses anymore

- gave deary a tight tight FINAL hug hug at 4 steps from his staircase where he sent me off (he soo cute) - thought through about it and understand that if i were him, i may feel or could have this feeling too. And would say it.

- we also had a 'feels good' long kiss the other day. guess that would be the last too

- nevertheless these memories and feelings will stay in my heart always. Always...

jus dunno how.dun wan to.narrate my deep deep feelins now. perhaps another day.i just wanna retire to my coffin.

Feelin: moody. - third party join our saturday tml. shall c how. pray hard. amen.

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